Sultan of Swing!! ;)

it is unbelievable.. it is awesome.. life is come a full circle for me.. barely a week back.. i was mocking kismet.. and here i am today.. feeling like its biggest victim.. (its strange you know.. how we understand life looking back.. but have to live it looking forward!!)

you know what its done to me.. it has compelled me into thinking again and revising my fundas about HIM, karma, and all alike.. i used to be an agnostic.. swinging away more often than swinging towards!!

today.. i was forced to become an extremist.. on the one hand.. i felt there cannot be a God.. if there was one.. this wouldn't have happened to me.. not two years in a row!! (i guess most of you would know what i'm talking about.. if not.. its nothing major.. or so i will realize 5-10 years down the line.. but today.. it was all that i was yearning for, for the past couple of years..)

yea so.. back to the point.. i started thinking.. what just happened was unreal.. it couldn't be happening.. not to me.. there cannot be that SOMEONE who could let this happen..

on the other hand.. i suddenly became scared.. i started thinking that may be there is that SOMEONE.. some one who has been seeing me all this time.. keeping track of all the times that i had denied HIS existence.. and thought.. alright dude.. this is your time.. this is where I show you who is the boss around here.. and what makes it even scarier is that all this coincides with all those attempts by the Sri Lankan tourism dept to showcase their beautiful mountains.. while claiming that they have proof of Ram's existence.. Ravan's mummy.. the land where the battle was fought.. Yea right!! (oops.. here i go again!)..

but then again.. from what is portrayed of HIM.. isn't HE the Big Hearted.. The Ever Forgiving..

and this is precisely why i don't delve into such introspective sprees.. because all it does is.. after having given it such intense thought.. IT BRINGS ME BACK TO SQUARE ONE!! i'm still swinging..!!